Soon under modification - the spirit will remain, the aspect will change a bit :o)
Namaste
The
Divine in me recognises, greets, loves and unites with the Divine in You
(and I also greet, love and care for all other aspects of the
Divine, including the human in you and in me :o)
singing crystal waters
a spring, a fountain, a brook, a river, the surf
singing Love
Inspired from my yoga teacher Selvarajan Yesudian:
All my life is about living from my Source
also called Heart, Love, Self, Centre, Spirit, Divine, Guidance, God... how do you call your Self? :o)
Isn't this what any human life is about?
When being exposed to manifestations of lower human nature like violence, selfishness, manipulation, lovelessness, etc.
as to any vibration of any quality, we tend to resonate to various degrees.
To various degrees because, the more we are in resonance with our Source - Love, Heart, Self, Centre, Divine, Guidance, God ...
the more do we resonate to corresponding, higher frequencies, and thus the less can we resonate to anything of lower frequency
I am grateful to my Self or higher nature for being shining enough
and for me to be open enough to it and in an intimate enough relationship with it
to be feeling very ill at ease whenever separate from my Self and attempt to act in denial of it
I was confronted to a challenging situation since I was born, which allowed me to become who I am
Instead of letting hate inoculate itself into me and multiply and spread itself
my higher nature kept me immune by manifesting itself in response
the process is still on its way, but basically, the result is Love :o)
Love's or God's ultimate power is that everything serves it, even its negation
and even what starts as a disaster ultimately becomes a miracle ending into amplified Love
I am highly emotional and simply a human, with my personal limited level of awareness, do not mistake me
but my Source is too powerful for me to be able to forget and deny it
Rather than joining the dance into an unending cycle of getting it and giving it back
in an increasing violence and ever worse consequences, in the illusion that one last war will bring at last peace ...
Instead, while my Source constantly reaches out in Love to me, I am being kept aware
So if one part is spontaneous, for another part, I still need to consciously discipline myself and focus
and turn myself toward Love and surrender
again and again and again ...
From my heart, focused on shining, regardless of what I receive
I humbly manifest the best I can in priority my higher Nature, my Self, Love, the Sacred, the Divine
I do not know how I made it to now with what
I went through
but I think that what saved my life and keeps me alive is
Love and my inner guidance
In a constant struggle between my rejecting myself, wishing to die
as I was
in great distress and I could not take the pain in my soul and body any more
and my inner guidance bringing me constantly back to Love, to my Self, to
the Sacred
letting me sense that there is more to LIfe than this agony
and beyond the absurd, beyond relentlessness, beyond my inability to even
imagine, beyond agony
giving again and again opportunities to Love and Life
avoiding to doubt and to let limited/ing reason and norm separate me from
myself:
I rather focus, stay united, trusting my original ways as guided from
within
you Selvarajan Yesudian taught me yoga, increased my awareness and inspired me to act with
Love
in harmony with LIfe, my Self, soul and body - in Mom's support
I did not know how to live and I still don't know, but I am greatly helped
to find out now
and thanks to you Basil to fully reconcile with myself and Life
I trust and listen to the more essential reality of my Self, of Love, of the Sacred
and give it the power to guide me back and back to Love, to myself and to
Life
At the most crucial times it allowed me for example to fill myself with vital
energy and survive
experience until now has given the proof of its value
And you, my Soul Brothers and Sisters, my Friends, some people with whom our life cross, and who touch me in Grace ...
...
or in disgrace... and those who hurt me almost to death too, thank to you all
Thank you my Source, my Self, my Heart, Love, Life, Spirit, the Divine, the Sacred, God ...
I must now find out how to know agony
and yet trust and dare the sublime, to live serene and happy in the awareness
of both
... but what compassion it develops, and what motivation to love
making
others feel warm and loved, even possibly those who made me feel cold and
unloved
Many authors inspire me:
Matthew, Christian Tal Schaller, Selvarajan
Yesudian, Elisabeth Haich, The Hathors
Drunvalo Melchizedek in his book "Living In The Heart", Anne et Daniel Meurois Givaudan,
Michael Roads,
Dan Millman, books from the Theosophical Society - my first books with 12
and many others I have not named here as well as inspiring e-mails and websites
I am talking here in ideal, and we all know
how much we can sometimes find ourselves in a gap with our ideal of manifesting the Sacred
Just to finally experience and manifest the Sacred in the most challenging circumstances
surprised to see that we can Love where we were unable previously.
If we'd communicate soul to soul we'd unite ingolden
white iridescent energy
of infinite, glorious, pure Love permeating and embracing
all
... but I need to express this living 3D experience into a 2D dead empty shape
and linear concept
words resonate in those whose experience it is, and generate it again
the same words are meaningless in someone for whom they have not already been experienced
I wish my words would not sound pompous. But I am here describing my perception of the highest reality I know
so my words are hardly a shadow of this reality
I always remember that I am, like most of us, a searcher, aware of a relative reality
in evolution toward the ultimate reality of Love, Spirit, God
I am a fallible human being, humbly doing my best, sometimes feeling
so helpless, lost and in distress
I know what feeling helpless means, that much that
I could not, nor do I want to ever forget
so whatever I achieve, I stay humble and humane
And can love ever better where love is not obvious
I cannot, and I am attentive to not ever forget so my heart keeps opening ever more so I can love love love ...
Lovethe
Sacred is reaching out for me and guiding me from within
from my Self, my Heart, the source of Love, of LIfe, of the Sublime, of the
Sacred, of the Divine in me and in all that lives
Love is the only power I recognise - it is Sacred and guided accordingly -
any other power, unguided, is abuse to me
Love, the Sacred, is my living faith, which I search to recognise, cultivate
and honour in each living being, creature, creation, situation
(and besides discipline, sometimes it takes imagination to come to the rescue
:o)
accepting and loving myself in my human fallibility - loving and caring for
my vulnerability
making myself receptive to Love the Sacred, to my inner guidance, to all Creatures
and Creation
loving as I did not believe I can, loving where love does not go by itself
to have been extinguished, ice cold dead in
my soul makes me appreciate the value of someone making me warm and shine
In Love with YouCreator,
Creature and Creation of any form whom I do not know, in all Universes, all
realms from material to spiritual
In Love with YouI
do not know and cross just once in my life, and who touch me with a gesture
of Love
In Love with Youinspiring
me or healer or member of my family or my friend - you in my life
In Love with Youwith
whom I suffered
In Love with you Momwho
have accompanied me through all the ordeal and pain and to still be here with
me.
I have been able to stay on this side of Life thanks to you, in your Love
and caring
In Love with You Basil
You came in grace when I was annihilated. I was extinguished as you gently
touched me and lit me up with your tender soul.
in your Love I unfold to You and to Life and I can heal. You make me warm.
You make me shine.
With you I love - I am loved, united we Love. You are my best reward. Thank
you. Je t'aime.
if "I love" is fundamental, "I love - I am loved" united
= "we Love" is my fulfilment
Isabelle
vanilla@grenada-island.net
if you want to talk to me
